Over 40 years ago I wrote an explanatory essay for an English class in college. The memory of how I landed on my topic — kissing and telling — is long gone. However, the typewritten pages of my essay have remained, tucked away in an old trunk, saved but for the most part neglected, except for occasional reviews during widely separated now-and-thens, after which I’d return the essay to its attic hideaway.
But not this time. Instead, I shall be brave, or stupid, and share my college essay in this blog. I have removed the names that appeared in the original and made my professor’s minor edits; the rest appears as it came forth from my typewriter in 1983. Enjoy!
I’ve always heard that you shouldn’t kiss and tell, and I suppose that’s wise. But, like most people, I do it anyway. Some people kiss and then tell about their kissing whenever and wherever they get the chance. Telling about kissing happens everywhere — in bars and locker rooms, at coffee klatches and stag parties, and during intermissions. People kiss and tell because sometimes the telling can be almost as much fun as the kissing.
I don’t tell much and I don’t tell often, but sometimes I will compare kissing notes with my friends. We tell about who we’ve kissed and who has kissed us, and who we’ve heard might be kissing someone else.
“First kisses” is one topic that usually comes up for discussion at these telling sessions. There are different varieties of first kisses, including the first kiss you ever got, the first French kiss you ever got, and the first kiss you got from a particular person. These kisses are not mutually exclusive.
I got kissed for the first time when I was 17. “*” was a cute boy I met at a summer camp. I think our kiss was his first kiss too, because he asked permission to put his arm around me half an hour before he asked permission to kiss me. No one else has been that polite.
I found out what a French kiss was when I was 18. “Mr. Lips and Tongue” invaded my mouth at a dorm party during my freshman year in college. I think his name was “**” but I’m not sure. We didn’t talk much.
First impressions are important and first kisses are very important first impressions. If you don’t like someone’s first kiss, or if that someone doesn’t like yours, chances are you won’t get together for a second impression. “***” gave me my first, and so far only, whisker burn. His scratchy face left a dime-size burn on my chin that didn’t go away for two weeks. He did not get a repeat performance.
My friends and I also discuss kiss initiating. I have never initiated a first kiss, though I’ve contemplated it a few times. I always chicken out and follow tradition, letting the “him” make the first move. And I’ve had some moves made on me. Once “****” managed to dance me into a far corner of a crowded dance floor and kiss me, right in the middle of disco fever. I have no trouble initiating kisses after the first one is out of the way, however.
Telling about kissing is like comparison shopping. My friends and I are still searching for the perfect kiss, that romantic, gentle kiss from a tall, dark, and handsome hero. We just keep each other posted on our searches. The trouble is, we never meet any tall, dark, and handsome heroes. The kissers we meet are often sloppy about their kissing, open their mouths wide enough to kiss your whole face at once, or are professional hickey givers.
I know I’ll never find that perfect kiss, but I enjoy searching for it. So I will continue to kiss, and I will probably continue to tell about it too.
My professor’s note from 1983 stated that my kissing and telling was “to very good purpose.” My essay was “concrete, lively, and entertaining,” written in a “clear, straightforward way.” And I got an A for my effort. So I guess this old college essay is good enough for my rambling blog in 2024.
Laura Sternweis, College Class of 1984
P.S. In case you were wondering, after this 1983 essay I stopped telling about kissing. And I’m still not talking.